CLEAR FLOW, here we go......

The messages that today brought me spoke of the flow of emotion, it urged me to accept the invitation to dance the dance of change and circumstance. If there is an emotion felt, then express it. It is a there to be expressed as part of the interchangeable states of human nature. Flow with it, go with it, dance with it, laugh, cry, be angry with it, ahhh the richness of ourselves ~ Wealth and prosperity come in many guises.

Laugh out loud ~ radiate love for life and the people around you

Release the tears that you wished you'd cried, release every last one of them and clear the flow of emotion, let it not be stuck there inside.

Do not be afraid to be angry, after all you're a real person, we all have boundaries.

Emotion is meant to be fluid not suppressed or ignored, it's what makes you real.

It can explode like a volcano, flow like a river, hurl us like the wind, or embrace us like the arms of a mother.

I bless the emotions that are me. I send Reiki to every particle of my emotional being so that I feel free to express who I am, unashamedly. I call on Reiki to work its beautiful healing energies on my emotions to help them to absorb love and understanding in all situations, remembering that through all situations I will grow.

I am free to flow wherever I go

THE EARTH, THE SUN, THE WATER, THE FLOW

My thoughts lead me to this:

The sun represents God's/Universal abundance, as does the Earth. It is huge, always shining light on us, there is no limit to it. There is never a time when we are denied the light and warmth from the sun, there is always enough for us all. The clouds that sail across the sky are only a thin veil they are never permanent.

The sun never strains to shine, it simply is, LIGHT.

The earth too sustains us, even when it's sick due to our unloving ways it still produces abundance, beauty and wonder. It does everything it can to show us its love.

The sun and the earth reflect abundance. We do not have to look outside for the things that we crave, they're right here, right now. Inhale abundance, see its energy flow through you.

I go running frequently. As I run I feel the breeze actually flowing through me, the energy of the breeze merges with my own energy and they interweave. The scenes flow through me, producing hightened sensitivity and bubbling energy. I sense that I am energy, that I am part of all that's around me, part of the whole. It's scrumptious. The relationship with my surroundings is changing so quickly now that I hardly have time to discipher the meaning and its implications. At the same time, I sense that there's no need, its like a fast forward download of a huge amount of information that I require, no need to process but to just have an awareness.

From now on the change of energy will become reality, there will be plenty of time to experience it.

The sun and the earth are a reflection of each other to some extent. They both sustain us and represent abundance. They represent above and below and inbetween there is us and FLOW.

My present thoughts are moving towards the importance of water and how this relates to the visions and intuitive thoughts that i've had so far.

More later.

EARTH DAY.

Earth day was established in 1970 to try and bring awareness to the beautiful planet that we live on.

On this day, I simply ask that you sit down for half an hour and ask the earth to give you a message that will help you to connect with her right now. Hold the intention that you would like to connect with our Mother Earth and ask how you can do this more deeply. Write down the messages, images, feelings, whatever you get.

At the beginning of the year I started a journey. I recieved vivid images of our sun. A huge, living, energetic, pulsating, circlular shining light. As I watched I could see a portion of it as a molten lake of lave, a living body of heat, moving at its own will.

This is LIFE, creative expression in action.

It is FLOW.

We are not in control, it is simply taking place every minute of every day regardless of what we do, it is the power we cannot control.

I stood back from the scene and watched as I realised the power of what I saw before me. The sun's surface moved like lava, it was alive and in action now.

I inhaled the glowing beauty of yellow that came from the suns heart and felt myself fill up with love. This was a turning point, I felt my perception of everything would change. My whole body filled up with a love that I had never felt before, every part of my being was filled with it and every part of me was alive with this new and deeply loving energy.

This was the beginning of a new relationship with the Earth and the Universe. It was the beginning of my lesson in true love, both for myself and for that which surrounds me. Everything that is.

For a few years now I've had a growing sene of energetic action in my feet and legs. When I spoke to people about it they told me that perhaps I wasn't grounded enough. I felt intuitively that this wasn't the case.

I recieved a meditation from a friend, which worked for a while but not for long. I found it hard to sleep at night as this was when they were most active, sometimes it felt like my dear legs wanted to shoot off out of bed and just jump around. I knew there was an underlying issue that was making itself known, gradually becoming more and more intense, I just wasn't being told the full meaning yet, the time wasn't right.

This year things changed. I started to feel that cosmicly things were altering rapidly. After my experiences with the sun I sensed the energy within me had changed. The subject of grounding popped up in my head all the time, but I wasn't sure what I was being directed to do.

For years I have felt that grounding was something that should be more of a ceremonial process. In my everyday practice I felt that merely growing roots didn't mean very much to people, they did it, but without investigating the true meaning and without feeling the true relationship with the earth that grounding required. I developed my own method of grounding which involved my actually journeying into the earth. I used all my senses to create what was the most enjoyable experience of being connected with the earth, something that felt truly magical. If you think of Alice falling down the rabbit hole, perhaps that's something like I experienced at first.

I felt so comfortable being under the surface of the earth, not in a cave environment but actually feeling the earth around me as if I myself were a root. I felt the coolness of the earth, sensed the shape and feeling of the variety of stones and rocks that I encountered. When I reached the core of the earth I would lay my head on it and rest my body against it. Here I could feel the pulse of Gaia's heart and would trace Reiki symbols all over the area.

At the beginning, the core of the earth was like a huge, mighty Hematite sphere, but now it replicated the sun. I was being asked to re-connect to the energies of Heaven and Earth. I was told that spiritual folk were so busy connecting to spirit, Angels and Universal energies that they were in danger of becoming seriously out of balance. BALANCE is imperative if we are to withstand the new energies that are being delivered to us faster and faster. We have forgotten that the physical is our direct connection between Heaven and Earth. We have learnt to dispair of our bodies, to judge and abuse them. This cannot go on. The new energies bring a direct and strong message.

RECONNECT ~ deeply to the earth as well as to the upper realms. God/Universal energy is all around you, it is everywhere, above and below. The way to experience the gems of creation and the messages of the Universe is to be HERE in your body, it's time to LOVE your body.

It's a little like putting two electrical connections together to create a flow of energy, only when they come together in union can they produce a true flow.

My experiences with the earth continued I was able to walk through what appeared as gardens under the surface of the earth. Gardens of crystals, layers of different rock, clay, chalk etc. I would walk by underground rivers, through caves and relish in the experiences that my dear mother Gaia presented to me.

I cannot express the deep love that I experienced through these journeys. I now feel an overwhelming love for the earth and all that she represents. An indescribable love surrounds me that emanates from the earth herself and which literally brings tears to my eyes on many occassions. I sense an ancient connection that had been forgotten, but threads of it are being pulled back together again to create a new and stronger web of light within the network of light and energy in which we exist.

On this day, Earth day, I celebrate my new awakening to life. I hear Mother earths voice, I feel her love and warmth and am aware that she is trying to communicate with us through any means possible. Use this day as a point of awakening, connect to Gaia's heart and ask her for guidance. Remember no two people are the same, we are all guided to walk our own path. Give thanks for our differences and honour the diversity of all that is. Let go of all expecations.

writing what I think and feel.

I find it really hard to write down what I think and feel in a logical way at the moment. There are so many thoughts in my head and everyday they seem to take on new, stronger, clearer meaning. There are symbols and signs everywhere and it appears that if things aren't clear and I ask for guidance then answers come in a flash until I finally get all the pieces and clues.

It's time to try and sort some of this out, to get it written down. My mission is to infuse my writing hand with Reiki and get writing.

Here goes:

As the year started I felt over the moon, optimistic and knew there were magical times ahead. Then came a phase that has lasted about 2 months, it was very uncomfortable. I felt there were changes afoot and the energy around me was volatile, uncomfortable and churning up old thought processes and outgrown modes of being. Ha, isn't it always the way, just when you think you've dealt with something and moved on, it comes right back just to test that you've really got the black and white picture! It's ok though because I realise that what ever happens, there's no dodging these things. : )

I'll continue this blog with regular thought reports about how the world and energy are changing for me.